Those who accompany me know about my trajectory in search of finding me professionally and that my hobby has been jiu-jitsu.
And for those who parachuted here, I'll give you a little summary.
In March, after a moment of anger, I broke my finger and my bedroom door, I was away from work for about two months.
At the end of May I was fired, I had been at this company for 3 years, but the resignation was something I imagined would happen.
Since then I've played a lot of Fortnite, Destiny 2, and League of Legends, watched anime and series, learned a bit of illustrator, studied to be a civil servant (something like a criminal expert), created an Instagram filter for people who train martial arts. And now I went back to studying Illustrator and Photoshop.
In this entire period of discovery, there was one very specific day that gave me inner despair along with brief mental torture.
When I was about to get out of unemployment insurance, I thought about visiting job offer websites, on one of them you needed to register your data and experiences and as I typed and filled in a feeling a very familiar emotion emerged.
The exact feeling of impotence added to the unexpected, the fact of depending on other people bothers me a lot, of having to go through a period of evaluations where people's ego makes us feel small and vulnerable.
A kind of race against time where the competitors are hunger, bills, anxiety and people with inflated egos who want to be better than others.
All of this shows that all the “effort” I've made so far has been almost zero in relation to my desire to be someone in life.
Please don't get me wrong, I don't want to make you sound like a whiner, I want to show you that to be something of value, to be someone notable and admired for the good work you do, you literally have to give your life to it.
You need to set aside some time each day, maybe even skip a meal.
Understand that procrastination and cravings are the biggest saboteurs for anyone who wants to achieve their goals. So if you have time to study something in the comfort of your home, do it nonstop, study like crazy, it will be very worthwhile, even if you are someone's employee at least you will be working on something you like and chose to work.
EVERY GENUINE EFFORT IS HIGHLY VALID and precedes a wonderful delight.
You couldn't attend work because of the broken finger? Did your work know about it but fired you regardless?
Cool advice at the end 👌
Yes!
I did everything correctly according to my country's labor laws. But I figured that would happen because my boss was such a dick. And thank you so much for enjoying my text, so far that has been my style, using my life as an example to learn something and teach it to other people.
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Good advise right there, always pursue your dreams and use your time wisely, you only get a finite amount. A little over 30,000 days for an average adult male like myself in Ireland from cradle to grave, it doesn't seem like many days when you write it down does it - this is based on average life extentancy of a male in Ireland which is 82.3 years today