Dear @riverflows, you're so right to have made this life changing decision; your health and well-being is way more valuable as that is something all the money in the world cannot buy!
I'm sure you'll find your niche, just give yourself time.
I've known so many who gave up a job by choice or were forced by circumstances and ended up doing something they loved!
Don't be so hard on yourself, don't look too far ahead and take each day as it comes, you will be ok as you for sure have an untapped source of inner strength!
Take it easy and remember this phrase from a Leonard Cohen song:
There's a crack in everything
That's how the light gets in...
PS thank you for prodding me to start #silverbloggers, I'm loving it❤