You know I always honor teachers when I see one and give a thumbs up to everyone of them because I Know very well that I can't do such job , like ever! You really tried to work for ten years as a teacher, God! You deserve to rest your brain.
All I have to do is get through another six months without dying.
Definitely you'll get through this. It when people think of themselves dying, that's when they live more longer.
You won't die but guess what? You'll conquer.