My experiences have been mostly ones filled with euphoria and strong visuals. The most I have done is 20grams of who knows what type of shrooms. The last one I had was beginning of last year about 5 grams. After which I have been micro dosing ever since, since then to about 2 months ago. I ran out.
But I have definitely seen a positive change in my confidence and stress levels have gone down dramatically and I feel overall more at peace.
Thank you for the kind words.
20 grams? That is an insane amount. The most I’ve done is 5. That was pretty intense for me. I can’t even imagine what 20 grams would be like. One of these days I will do a larger trip than 5 grams but I don’t know when I will.
It was by accident actually. I thought they were for protein because they belonged to a friend of mine at the time who was into bodybuilding. So while he was in the shower I sat down in the living room and there was this big box filled with mushrooms. And I said fuck it I'm hungry ass hell I haven't eaten in two days due to fasting. Next thing I know he comes out yelling me "how much did you eat!!!"
What's the matter? A few hand fulls why?
"Dude! That's magic mushrooms!"
He examines the box and he estimated I must have eaten at least 20grams half of what the overdose requirement.
It was my first time. It was the best and the worst trip I ever had. About an 2 hours in, I was throwing up and having diarrhea in his house. I don't remember how but I ended up taking a shower too. Each single drop fell down the tub in super slow motion. I don't remember but he told me he was banging on the door are yelling if I was ok but by that time I was shivering either from cold or hot Idk, but I could hear my own thoughts being echoed in my head and bubbles were coming out of ears when I started laughing. I then looked into the mirror and noticed that I was super ancient. I mean OLD brother. I was super OLD. my face was crunched up in wrinkles. And when I moved slightly it was brand new like a baby again and then quickly old again. And that's just scratching the surface. The floors were sinking in and up like waves in the ocean. The door nob to the bathroom was far away. When I reached for the nob I was now at the front door naked. I kept hearing devilish laughter that echoed into eternity (it was him) but when I turned around to look at him, all I saw was that he appeared to look like a tree ent from LOTR. I then passed out (he told me) and fell into a deep sleep where I had a very lucid dreaming of out of body experience. And in the room were a bunch of eggs that changed shapes dramatically and we're bouncing up and down. It startled me and I woke up still under the effects but a bit more mellow. Walls were growing Vines and I could see energy growing through everything, on everything and connected to everything through these vines that were everywhere. The room turned into a forest.
It was wild man.
That sounds pretty crazy. I know what you mean about looking old in the mirror. A few trips ago, I spent a lot of time staring in the mirror. I love doing it. My face was morphing into all different faces as I looked in the mirror. I was old, young, a baby, a man, a woman and all different ages. It was pretty interesting how my mind made up so many new faces.
Lol yea.
Skin looks like clay almost. Like we're made of pottery. Glad I didn't jump into the oven because of it. Stick some flowers in and add water.