Haha, that is the thing with our native languages 😂 When I talk to my parents through a video call, many times I would like just to mix into my phrases words in Spanish or English (as I do when I speak with my husband but we understand each other hahaha) but my parents then can't understand that word. I admit I am ashamed sometimes 😅
I am terribly 😁 glad you use English at this level @bluemoon. And terribly glad you also understand my situation. I try to understand myself too hahaha, and let time for my decisions but I think I am leaving already a bit too much time to even try to get myself known in the new place. Fears are good in some situations but fears that block us from growing are not good. Well, at least I see that I am trying to kick myself out of my comfort zone 😁
A liquid cake 😂 That is a great description for that cappuccino!!
I admire those who can think in one language and speak in another, and I think it is not easy.
It is expected to have emotions and fears, but you already have an experience that helps. Of course, you do not have to stay in the same place until they find a replacement because they may not find one. I am sure you will do the right thing at the right time.