I think a lot of us are like this, we rather try to find ways to our problems rather than ask for help, while this can help us grow and make us stronger sometimes it is tiring.
I tried to remind myself sometimes that it is okay to ask for help, I still do not find it very easy to ask yet, but I'm a working in progress.
You've said it all my friend, it's just not easy at all, sometimes I envy those who find this easy, but then I understand we are all different and I don't really find it easy to let someone in on my challenges.
But then, like you said it as it good side which I totally agree with as it goes on to brood our resilience spirit.
Hopefully we find a way to sail through soon, although I don't think I'll get to a point I find it easy to do always.
Thanks so much for your thoughtful words.