I am working endlessly on my health too. I am trying and hoping I can stay a day without taking drugs. It is tiring I must confess. We are in the middle of the year and drugs and injections are now my companion though I hope not and I am still bent-willed on things getting better so I understand you
It's important to understand that our body itself can be very mild and unpredictable, so I understand your fraustration due to taking drugs everyday. Just hang in there. It's a very good decision to keep doing that. Keep doing it. It'll not last forever, as I'm very sure you'll recover very soon. As for mine, my own health issues are even far more complicated, but in living and coping through it.
I am hanging oooo... Though on a thread but I am still hanging 😂😂.
I hope you get better too.