Wow, it's a nice decision to take up a life that pleases no one so long as it's okay with you.
I have been in a situation whereby I put other people first, doing things that pleases them even at the expense of my happiness. One day I decided to act otherwise and it was the best decision I ever took . Kudos to you!!!
Sure...it may seem uneasy at first but at the end, you will realize that you took the best decisions