This resonates with me a lot right now. Life since 2008 took a dramatic turn for me after my kidney transplant. So I had a MRI scan, which sadly doesn’t look for cats. Since then I’ve mostly been alright but in recent months I’ve had a reason to be worried about it, the transplanted kidney has been on the wane but at one point recovered, then another hiccup with the blood results. Today I go back to see the specialist.
Do I get to live or will things go fuckety plop? I’m hoping the former.
I too let work dominate my head too much and recently it’s started to annoy me, the people that occupy that space are either normal humans or absolute pricks with a passion for being pricks.
Sometimes I do wonder, why the… why?
Life going fuckety plop isn't going to go well for you so I'm hoping it's the opposite. I think the best thing is to try and live as best you can right now and hope the future is ok...that way, if the future sucks at least you'd have been living well in the past.
I couldn’t agree more