Hi @life.bank, hope you are very well.
I had not responded to this comment for two specific reasons, firstly because I wanted to have time to mull over a response, and secondly because I have been helping my wife with a heavy workload these days; namely the development of a school project and a training for school principals that I start this week.
"While no details are contained (nor are they being requested!) in what you have written, it would appear the Lord of Lords and the King of Kings has ordained that you are currently in the process of experiencing the other side..."
Yes, the truth is that I have lived a very difficult and unexpected family situation, I will say that it is a very difficult process that is working with my pride, and lack of forgiveness, a situation that hits me and makes me believe that I will not be able to overcome, however, I do not give up even though I have told my Father Creator that I lack the strength, that only He can get me out of this pit.
In addition to all this, what I explained before in relation to the family and the economic challenges that we are facing.
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