Princess was a new student who just came in during the second term of our S. S 2 academic year and somehow we get talking, she was so free, jovial, very friendly, intelligent, super smart and a creative artist, we would often walk home together talk about a lot of things
Didn't knew how to break the ice and so I would rather pen down my emotions in a two page shit of paper, more and more of this overwhelming thoughts in my head of what to do, then on Valentine's eve went to a gift shop got a card with flowers and a love note on it, got a wrapping shit all over it, I was feeling so excited about it already.
Then on Vals day, I perfectly planned to gift her the card on our way back home, after school I waited for her to finish up with her arts works then we headed home, somehow in between talks I didn't know how to get the gifts from my bag to her, so I decided when I'm dropping her off, I would just give to her then walk off as fast as I can.
Then the unexpected happened, while I was about to remove the gifts we saw her uncle, she quickly then just rushed to him and wave me bye, wow, just like that my plans were shattered and I really wanted her to get it today, it was like after that day it won't make sense anymore, off course it won't.... I was so confused didn't know what to do, kept looking back as I walked there were already lost in sight,
I felt so bad about it, of course it's useless now, for her not to get the card that day, just kept walking with my head bowed to the ground felt frustrated, dissapointed, angry, stupid ah,... Then I stopped at a bush track brought the wrapped gift unwrapped it shred it into pieces and walk off, just went home angry that day.
The following day we met In school, I still did not tell her what happened, scared of being turned down, I was confused about what to do, then time past, a week later I drafted another letter and I made sure I handed it to her half way to her gate altho I never said anything about my feelings to her, of course I was so shy to talk then, but I was hoping she read it and knew all I wanted to say
Till we left school I never talked to her about it, never told her what happened, that day, I really don't know why but just lost it after that day, cause I felt it was totally unnecessary
After our final exams we loose contact and never kept in touch again, that's how it all drifted apart with the wind.
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