I dunno.
I hope you help for a long long time to come, but I'd like it if you didn't help for a long while at the end. And you got help. I mean, we're all helping and being helped all the time, without even trying, you know? Like, you could be doing nothing but resting in a chair, but you just being there would help me feel better, and Lochlan, too, I bet. Being helped helps.
But in a narrower sense, I think of how my dad probably helped up until the day he died, and I wish we'd had more warning that the end was near for him, and an indication would probably have been that he'd not be helping in the way that we think of "helping" in the time before he passed.
I want us to keep helping right up to the end.