I am glad you were able to pen your thoughts. It mustn't have been easy, but you mafe it happen, and you deserve to give yourself a pat on the back.
People think whatever they want to, but that shouldn't stop you. Their words, though cruel and stings, aren't enough. You are a strong person, Pri, and you are doing so well. You are handling things well.
I know it is always hard to move on. I have been in situations where I don't know exactly what to do. Just like you said about staring at a white wall and one moment, the day just began, and the next you look out, dusk as taken place. It makes one feel like nothing tangible was done even when we do some little things.
What I have come to do in my case is to recognise those little things, embrace their existence, and never let my emotion run my day. I wish you the best in life and hope you get better and see those little things around you and also people who are there for you.
Ah but that makes me feel horrible. The world is moving forward fast and I feel like I am just going backward or stuck somewhere. I feel small, and horrible most of the time, and depression never leaves me alone. You are a strong soul dear and I often wonder how you do everything. how you manage everything because I just can't. For example, it took me more than a month just to write/post something because most of my posts were unfinished. I guess I am just a sad soul who loves being isolated...I have some problems I know but I guess I prioritize my problems more than my well-being...
Thanks, dear...
The world may be moving fast, but what matters is that you move at your own pace. Don't rush it because you'll get overwhelmed.
I take a step at a time. When it gets too much, I take a step back and relax. Life is already as hard as it is, I don't want to put myself in its grip, so I loosen myself and breathe. It helps.
Now that you know what you prioritise more and it doesn't help, why don't you take the other route and see where it leads you?
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