Be kind to yourself. Lot's of things happen to us which we can have little or no control over. What you have gone through is beyond your control. But things will get better.
It may not mean anything to you, but please know you are in my prayers. I'm praying that God will give you his peace.
I should have done it a long time ago when I was dealing with it all together instead I pushed myself. I thought I am strong enough to hold myself but I guess I had reached the breaking point of mine...
It's easy to look at others and think we should be able to endure the same. But we are all different. I'm sure you have strengths that those who seem strong don't have. Although I haven't been through what you've been through, I know how easy it is to push too hard. I hope your time away brings the healing you need and you come out of it stronger for having gone through it.
Thank you for the words and inspiration.