It doesn't feel like it but these feelings are exactly what should be happening as your doctor's get to the very root of your problems and slowly help you to move forwards. Often we need to take steps that appear to go backwards before you can start to go forwards again.
All that matters is you are getting help from professionals who know what they're doing.
Breathe in, breathe out and take tiny steps. You've got this girl. The hardest part was asking for help and understanding you have a problem.
Take care always, the whole of Hive is in your corner :-)
I believe in that too. Recently, people started asking me a lot of questions because of my behavior in the shelter. I am not rude to anybody, I am just quiet and my sickness can be seen through my face, lol...
Anyway, I have seen a lot in life and I felt this is high time to ease all of the pains and darkness so that I can move forward and again start dreaming...
I hesitated a lot before asking for help thinking people might think I am crazy but my health is first and I understood that like you said...
Thanks...