It's also positive because you're trying to make sense of what's going on in your life and with your illness.
Yes, I agree that some Hivers actually care for me and understand what I have been going through. Even though I know most of my life update posts don't make any sense or maybe too dark for some individuals; but whenever I read the comments, it helps me to understand that my friends, and people love me, and care about me...
Most people just want to show the happy parts of their life and are too afraid to show the not-so-happy.
That's the scary part for me, it makes me sad when I see social media. Deep down I feel jealous and suffer an inferiority complex constantly. I cannot see myself in the mirror because I feel low. I have a feeling that I will never be happy or I don't deserve to be happy...It's a shame but it is what's constantly happening with me...
I was really happy to see your name pop up in my feed, what a great way start to my day.
Thank you for the kind words, I hope I continue writing but can't promise anything yet... 😂
Take care my friend...