I'm afraid to say it.
Me too and trust me I understand you completely. It's not easy to express your feelings, especially in front of many people. I guess we all have some kind of feelings that we can't express but also those feelings haunt us often...If you ever wanna talk or share, I would love to be the one...
I am very touched by your words. It is the first time that someone tells me that they want to listen to me and are interested in how I feel. I am used to being told: ("You decide how to feel"), it is very nice to know that someone cares about what you feel. Thank you very much. I send you a sincere hug.