A hospital is a good place, if you want to have an existential crisis.
I hope you get out of there soon! Wasn't this supposed to be a weekend alone with your sick child? There's got to be an easier way to get out of a relaxing weekend at home.
Having just lost someone very very close to me, I can assure you, smallsteps will not forget you. She will carry you everywhere she goes, and your being will still guide her steps.
I'm sending you good vibes for a speedy recovery. Now I gotta go read your last post or two.
I have these daily anyway.
This is what I have to do to get out of the house any time. This was my first major outing in almost a month. :D
This is what worries me. Maybe it is better not to have to carry this burden, so forgetting might be healthier.
How can this be a burden? That's the part I don't understand. The grief? You're clearly a wonderful father.
Kids (adults too) will add meaning to things that they might not have a lot of clarity on, letting them guide their lives in the wrong direction. Some want to follow in the footsteps instead of finding own ways or, feel damaged and abandoned even if that was not the case.