Pain makes you go back to the drawing board.
Every pain and problem we face in life is directing us toward something which is finding a solution. I know a man that is now investing heavily on research due to his health challenges. Some people find purpose in pain. It's ok to cry when overwhelmed with all the problems and pains. We keep moving and showing up because it's not over yet.
Well, thank you, I tap into that inspiration, because to be very, I don't think anyone should be in that much pain, fear and anxiety. It's an endless twist no matter how it acts as a motivation. Pain differs, and tipping the scale is lethal.