It's unfortunate you have to pay the price as well. While I'm sure there will be some short sighted and narrow minded and simply say Russia bad! I don't believe that for a moment. A few bad actors do not reflect an entire population and that's a common mistake humans continue to make by grouping people into such categories. I of course would encourage you to take action as much as you can just as I am and countless others to stand up and do something no matter how small you might feel it is. The small actions of many are what enact change.
Information is a powerful thing and right now the right to that information is being trampled over.
In the country I'm not able to change anything. Any kind of intervention will only hurt me or my family. But on decentralized social media where I have people following me, I'm sharing my truth, so people will be aware. First of all, not only one side is involved, but both are guilty. They are fighting for a strategic place and blaming each other to not let people think that they work together. Because I don't see any of them getting hurt, only citizens of both countries. So, I don't have to take any side. Here is a nice video that makes anyone understand what's really going on with a humor sense :
Oh I totally agree both are at fault. The entire unprovoked war is so dumb because the USA and Nato have been provoking it for a while now. That's not to say Russia hasn't been either. Both are at fault. Decartelized media is a VERY powerful thing.