Damn. You sound like me xD
I have always battled the balance ever since I got some finacial "power" (meaning not being collage broke anymore).
I think I have pushes myself a bit way from that way of thinking lately, but its good to be reminded what it can mean :D
Thanks!
Good to know there are more steuggling souls out there like me.
Ye haha :D
I should be working more on happiness than I do, its a slow process xD