It is sad isn't it? We go into our relationships carrying all of the baggage that will ruin hem, and even when we know this, we fall onto our defaults anyway...
Now I can pay bills and have enough for some bourbon at the end of the week. I'm still scared that maybe I'm missing something.
Ice. ;D
We live in a strange world of personal conflict and I don't see it getting easier to negotiate with. Hopefully it all works out for all of us.