Then, I realized that you don't get to see it as a home. A personal thing.
I reckon we are made to build a home of some sort and even though it might not be what it was before, we are still looking for a place to call our own.
I have given up half a dozen safe income opportunities to pursue a better life. I question those decisions often.
It isn't bad to hold a normal job, as long as you keep pushing in some areas of your life. Sometimes, the stability allows for risk in other areas. Too many though, just end up settling at every turn.
On the other hand, I can come up with 5-10 new ways I can earn more money. I have tried so many different things. And failing in one thing doesn't scare me much now.
This is really important for a good life in my opinion. Not only being able to find "food" but also be okay with failing at times too.