I can only agree with you. I quit my last job and only decently paid one ( even though I was still highly undervalued ), over 5 years ago ( aged 34 ). I had tried for 9 years, since graduating from Uni, to fit in but I never really felt like I did. I felt burnt out and depressed. I couldn't be myself.
My move to Portugal in 2018 helped a lot and so did discovering crypto blogging and investing, back in June 2017.
I am so happy I made the move before C*vid took over the airwaves and made many things mor complicated.
I wish you all the best for the future!
I am with you about fitting in. I often suffered from imposter syndrome :)