Thanks for your comments, I appreciate it.
As I said in the post, I left a lot of the details out so it's difficult for people to respond to the situation as they don't understand it. Just do it doesn't really apply in this particular case, but in other aspects of life it certainly does...not all, but many, and a lot of people hold themselves back for fear of failing at it which is extremely limiting.
Having said that, perfection doesn't exist, not in anything, so trying to pursue it (or wait for it) is a fools errand.
For sure.
I chase happiness, not perfection.
Yep, that's a good way to go...I also chase continual improvement which is far more productive than chasing something that doesn't exist.