Things happen and then other tings don't happen, I get it. Life kicks us in the balls and then lines up for another shot sometimes.
I think you're going ok, a few little things here and there and you'll feel good about it and that'll gain momentum. It won't stop kicks in the nuts but it'll help you be a little more prepared when they happen.
Good luck.
For sure.
It's all I know how to do.
One step at a time.