Suicide is most difficult, you never knew how to answer, happened in my early twenties when close family friend took his life a couple of years younger than myself. Mother would knock at our door trying to find answers, simply no answer, ever!
Plant a tree, give it his name and remember the good times spent together, talk to it and watch it grow.
As a family we plant something to remember the person by, it's not ours to question what if!
Thanks for your message Joan, it's greatly appreciated.
Life is strange, keep the good memories!