I had a good time reading your musing. I starts with melodrama of having to feel your're not beuatiful enough, but with this: "I'd rather be good-looking, but I will never have sex again. I'll just masturbate.", its a full flip. I love how you express yourself. It was unfiltered and authentic.
By the way, you're not ugly. If you have flaws, remember that what makes you unique. it's good to know that despite this musing, you're happy. That's good to hear.
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Hahahahaha, I can feel the shame now of what I Wrote here huhu. But well, just being honest haha.
Thank You 🥰. I am always happy it's just then, insecurities sprouts out of nowhere ready to devour me. Good thing I already know how to divert my attention not to mind it.
Don't be ashamed of expressing yourself. And, it's really a good piece. Well, the question is a bit delima. Trading beauty and sex? That's quite difficult. Hahaha
That's nice finding a means to focus or divert your attention to something else. Well, Keep sharing!