It's a nice topic, I must say and again sorry for that friend of yours. I hope soon you will be fine.
Okay, it's time for me to be serious.
Dad, I'm so sorry for what I did in the past. I couldn't tell you how much I love you because I'm always stupid not construct words to say in front of you. I don't know how to express my true feelings, it's not just I have no idea what to say but a stupid attitude of me keep holding my mouth not to open up. Also, I hate you when you closed your eyes when I arrived from school. I traveled for many hours to catch you looking at me but sorry, sister notified me late that I needed to go to school. If I just learned you were at that state I should have been absent from school and stayed at the house. You know Dad, there were days I was crying in my dreams and when I woke up I noticed my eyes were wet. I just miss you.
The old me? How come you're always ashamed of yourself when all of us in this world are the same. If you just didn't shut yourself that time, maybe the "me" in the present will have the confidence to face this world. If you just socialized before, maybe going out will not be hard because of being always conscious.
Oh, sorry I got carried away.
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You got me all teary with this, it's so sad to have little regrets when we lose a loved one but you don't have to be so sad about it, I'm sure your dad is resting well and would want you to be happy always... Just do that for him please 🥺
You are socializing now, you are better than you were before even if I didn't know you before so therefore... Be grateful for the now that you have and make your tomorrow even better by keeping up the pace
All the best to a better you dear 😊
I really like your answers here as they show honesty and ownership. I think it's sometimes difficult to know what to say to those around us we value but I've found the more I try the easier it becomes.
Thanks for getting involved.
Thanks, well it's not easy to let go of the words in my heart. Thanks as well for letting me to speak about it.
Hmm, I can relate with this pretty well.
So sorry about your dad.
That feeling of low self esteem still ties me down sometimes.
I had this tall wall around me that no one can break or get in my area, even in my room I had this tiny portion I often coil up myself just to be alone.
Totally not able to socialize.
Thanks to hive I can talk here but outside here am still that lone me.