I know... I find myself stuck in the rat race...
I've emigrated to the wrong place (UK)!
I'm not in a place I want to be either, not for years. This is where I'm supposed to be at this time though, for reasons not fully clear to me at present. In such situations, pull yourself out of the rat race by removing what you need and creating your own space within it. I hope the meditation goes well. Try to approach without expectations.
You're very welcome, happy to assist in whatever ways I'm able. I hope your day has gone well. Cheers!