I always imagined you to be a little older, not based on anything but what seems to me like a vast wisdom.
I'm only a little younger, but I an stunted. I live in the past. Every day I wallow in the thoughts of all the bridges I've burned and in fantasies of what could have been.
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I can totally relate to what you say here! It is nice to hear that other people look back and regret the bridges burned. I really wish I hadn't done that but, as I can't change the past I am trying something new now. I should say that in this phase of looking back I did get in touch with people who's bridge I only partially burned and apologized for my disrespect of our friendship. Of course some friendships are gone forever and from that I can only learn to not repeat this.
Now that I type this I wonder if you are truly stunted or is it that your soul is focusing on the past so that you can repair some of those relationships and bring them into the present?
The relationships are beyond repair and the people I try to reach out to must have long since moved on and deleted me from their history. Nothing is salvageable. It is even difficult to create new relationships.
I'm really sorry about that :'(
Just don't give up on the possibility of finding new friends once you have done some personal healing.
I wish you luck!