You've come so far, things are going well but you're still inside the well, the water's rising so will you drown or continue to fight, give up to these demons? Guess time will tell.
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You're 30 years old and still don't have a real job no driver's license, can barely handle day to day so what the fuck do you think? you gonna find a girlfriend who wants to be with you when you can't even be with yourself nah bro you gonna die alone. You don't deserve happiness, no one wants to be with you.
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Just leave me alone, I'm fucking tired of you this is my life and I am in control. You're always in my head talking shit but I refuse to listen to you!
Yeah I got a long way to go but I ain't giving up so wanna keep fighting? lets go! You have almost overtaken me before I was seconds away from dying, yeh you really almost got me but I'm still here, mate you have to realize by now that no matter what you do or what you say I'll still be here in the end, no matter how much sleep I lose from you screaming in my head.
So yeah just leave go take a look in the mirror, your own life you see we're opposites of each other but still the same. We used to be one but you wanted to explore the darker sides, it was all good until you fell too deep, Was it my fault from the start? Maybe but I tried to save you but you got too addicted to the darkness and kept dragging me with you so I had to let go, we became two different beings one day we'll become whole again when you have found yourself again but until then leave me alone, thank you see you later.
My gosh you're reflecting on some deep thoughts here friend. It's tough when life's complexities start hitting. Keep pushing forward, you'll find your balance dear and glad to be your new friend
it have been hitting for very long I just never talk about it openly
I hope you find it dearest friend have some !PIZZA ❤️❤️❤️
Wow!! Fuck1n loved it... Ws awesome
Thanks <3
I feel there is an age everyone will get to and we’d just have to think about our lives more instead of thinking about girlfriend’s all the time
What’s the essence of someone at 30 and can’t even boast of even a little thing I’m he has achieved
We gotta keep moving though
I mean I have always had thoughts like this because of my OCD, and yeah I am working on myself but it would be really nice to find someone to be with.
Wow, seems like you’ve been through a lot. It’s interesting, I’ve been working on a song with a very similar theme right now, about a character standing at a ledge ready to jump but who turns away.
Have you heard of internal family systems? I feel like you will really enjoy it…I don’t know if enjoy is the right word but appreciate
Sorry I forgot to answer and yeh this is just a small part of everything. And no I haven't but I will look it up! ❤️
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