"When one door closes, another opens."
It's still an act of bravery for me. And of course, an act of self-preservation. I salute you for that. Like grabe. How I wish inana ko kabrave like you. Feel lang nako ishare ako experience (FC haha) kay narealize nako jud na because desperate kay ko makawork kay eldest ko, nawala samot akoang self-confidence, and ato pod na moment nawala napod ang self-preservation. I was depressed for several months. I worked on a project sa university na ako gigraduate-tan funded by the government. Naend ang isa ka project and another project napod ang nagopen. We were told na same employees lang but some of us kay wala nadawat jud. We've waited for five months and while waiting nagfreelancer ko. Well, promises are meant to be broken jud. Days after the interview, I received a congratulatory message and magsign na ug contract this Monday. I had to travel for more than an hour and three rides pajud. When I arrived, I was told that dili pajud daw ko dawat. Everyone signed their contract except me and the other one. We had to compete for a month. Ang isa mileave after a week. So ako nabilin. Pero maskin ako lang nabilin wala pagihapon ko nakasign ug contract. Grabe ka heavy sa feeling. Like grabe. I turned down two job offers because ani na project. When I signed the contract after more than a month, narealize nako na basin gihatag ra nila ang contract because they have no choice kay wala mipadaun ang isa. Samot ko kadepressed and everytime magthink ko kay mahate nako ako self nganung mipadayon man ko and milahutay ko ug 2 years jud. Gihuman nako ang project nga naay grudges ginagmay sa mga heads. Haha ginagmay lang pero yes, I told myself dili nako mosettle anang motreat ug inana saila employees. First project was very okay, and second project, toxic kaau. Mental health is equally important to physical health jud.
I know daghan pagopportunites. Lavan japan lang jud! Rest but never stop. 😊
Not leaving because of different reasons, circumstances, or choices, is still an act of bravery. Just don't lose yourself in the process. Mao jud na ako gikahadlukan na mawala ba akong self.
Hala grabe sad ang gihatag lang ang project sa imo tungod kay wa nipadayon ang usa. Don't let one project to define your self worth. Mao jud na akong mantra pirmi. I'm so much more than what people see in me. Like wala ko pake unsa ilang tan-aw nako basta I know my worth.
Laban lang jud ta! 😂
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