I get it. I would worry about these things but I spent so many years looking for lots and lots of great people who accept me as I am, I don’t worry about it anymore.
My gf has seen me cry many times but we’ve been together 8 years. I don’t like to show her but she always wants to see me cry 😆 she enjoys it
😂😂😂this reminds me of my gf too. She always wants me to open up about so many things which is really difficult for me. She even wants me to cry at times to show how vulnerable I am but I just cant.