Thank you, @brujita18. I think we have to live as best we can, taking steps. Freeing ourselves many times from the fears we have. I realise that a lot of what held me back may just be in my head. It is a learning process that takes time, it's difficult and is very powerful to realise that we are creators to the extent that we think and imagine scenarios.
If I feel insecure it is because my mind is not ready and I better wait until I am.
Greetings!