You know in 2017 I took a korean natural farming class in Idaho, Ironically enough. I brought my Grateful Dead father figure friend here with me. He came only because he wanted to support me but was hesitant to because of the history here. But he had a great time. He was surprised at how awesome it was here. My 1 week spent here was amazing. But I am currently in a weird neighborhood in Boise, The North End. Its amazing in this neighborhood. But apparently anywhere outside of it is some kind of weird twilight zone thing. Black people and Asians do live here in the North End as well as lgbtq flags everywhere.
But anyways There are alarm bells ringing outside of this neighborhood, Massive homeless people, radio silence on news stories like football coaches selling drugs, Kids hooked on fentanyl, Churches with acres of land choosing to ignore their land for refugees while kicking out world famous farmers because of what seems like money and then to top it off you need vaccine passports and masks to go see music.
It really had me thinking after seeing the state of affairs the farm was in and how this world famous farmer was kicked out of the church farm for smoking cannabis but yet they do not want to spend any money on greenhouses that will keep the FLOCKS of geese that live there from eating the food away from the food. But will take the money for housing refugees and having drug addicted kids there.
So who knows. I think I was really triggered yesterday having the kids, lyft drivers and some other locals better inform me about what is really going on here in Boise. Seems I will be fine if I stay in the North End.
Hive is such a small place and is looking like a ghost town. I would spend hours if not days on a well written post or even doing video stuff for my farm in vegas to not get any support just to get more support for curation posts and threespeak videos that are cheesy.
Now the curation posts dont get support and after trying to onboard people to hive they are like but dude you get like 1-2 views on videos lol.
I think I need to spend some time in some piece quiet reading a book and meditating. The only thing that made sense in this world was my children but being a white male in Vegas and everything that happened to me there made me think I had no value left in this world and no matter how hard I worked for them or did right it would never be enough.
So yeah anyways thinking that Boise is just a pit stop of self discovery. I guess I had to see it is America that is F'd up and ran by money & drugs. I guess no wonder people on Hive wanna tell me that Americans or all bad.
All I've want is to be somewhere I don't want to leave but anyway..
I call it little brother syndrome. I was none the wiser til we lived abroad a few years. Seeing us from over there, we're the little brother. You know how they are.. Screaming and fighting for attention always like "look at me!" The US shouldn't be compared to anything other than Macy's in December but anyway..
Wherever I am is always cool when I'm visiting.