This really touched my heart & I am sending so much love, pixie dust & healing energy to you, your mom & everyone in your family. I never lost a parent but I have lost a spouse so I do resonate with some of the pain you are going through. It changed my world & for awhile, I wasn't the same. But then I realized I never would be. I was changed & I became stronger from it, after some time.💚
Life is tough sometimes & it is a raw deal in this case. Just remember to give yourself grace & know it's okay to have the emotions you have. Take it one day at a time & you will come through this. I hope you get to have many more special moments with her & that life is kind to you both.
If I can help in any way, just let me know. We all here for you!