It's a complex situation that you're in, 2020 has been difficult for many people and if you add this, it becomes an uphill battle. But I know you can use your energy and your temperament to get through this. You have the support and respect of many people, including myself.
Meditation is an excellent tool that will help you focus your strength and balance your inner self so you can keep running.
Stay strong, my friend, your family at home and your family at HIVE need you. Namaste!