I wonder what I would do with my life if she is not there with me anymore.
This feeling is one of the most pathetic feelings on the planet I believe. Whenever I notice my mom is in serious illness something unusual thoughts like you knock on the door of my psyche, that's why I relate with the emotion. Don't worry too much Bhai. Just pray to the Almighty and believe in him, all troubles will be solved soon. We pray for Aunty as well.
I dont know about soon tbh, but i hope they do go away. i dont like them much. no one does i suppose.