I will not lie Nickie. I am a bit afraid of you now. Like, just reading this and I honestly want to just pull you so close and hug the ever loving shit out of you while running away and screaming for the hills at the same time. Is that normal?
Your mind is a maze! I mean, I read people and pretty much understand a bit of them from what I read but you...an enigma! And I am now so very intrigued (and scared) and want to know you better. Be friends! Like actual friends because it is not everyday I meet people like you. And now, I have learned to go for something I want.
I don't know. Do I really know myslef? Maybe. Maybe not. I try though. I have doubts and insecurities but mostly, I have motivations born from fear and anger. We should talk sometime. If you want to. I mean, I really like you. A lot.
Wow. Hello :D
Yes please!
I love fearless adventurers. I'm in! 100%.
Are you on Discord, perhaps?
Nah... I don't any of us every fully know ourselves. Honestly. It takes, I think, being fearless enough to go for new experiences and open up to them. It's how we learn, really so. I've been stubborn enough to keep on walking through the fire. But it took a total nuclear explosion to get me to finally let go!
Not all my doing at all. Fate? Dunno. Gods and stuff? Dunno.
I do know that what a person focuses on increases and I was obsessively curious. So... careful what you wish for!
I'm fine angel. I've gone hungry. I lived through the night. At first stuff like this is terrifying. But, after a while, it's just another moment that will pass. Because you've been there before and it passed! See? Everything passes. It's inevitable. Change is inevitable.
In fact. It's the ONLY constant thing in this world. Change :)
So yeah. Four years of this experience and I'm used to it now. You know what strikes me most? Some people live like this their whole lives! They must be really strong, huh?! WOW.
Send Discord if you have one and let's connect and share experiences :) I'd love to hear more about you <3