Interesting approach, until now I hadn't considered the artistic aspect in such a houses, I'm all about total darkness or clean light, order and minimalism. Hahahahaha I would definitely get very distracted with shadows around me. Beautiful images, beautiful model.
As for your inner battle, it has given you so much to write about, so in the end your creativity is so broad that even when you think you don't focus on something, you end up creating more in different ways. Reading your writing is very comforting.
Me neither until I moved here :D I love playing with light. Well, it's always very comforting talking to you, querida <3