Sweetheart. I have absolutely no clue as to what you are going through. I have been pretty healthy and yes, even being a fat middle-aged man, in fairly good health. My skin cancer does not hurt, but I know it is there.
You must do what is right for you. I get it. Yet? You have blessed many people love. A great many folks care about you (I state the obvious). If I could take your pain upon myself, I would.
We all have our crosses to bear. Life is not easy. Not a rose garden. I watch and listen to my sister everyday because I am her sounding board. She will not share her physical and emotional pain with many in the family, but me.
I have no words to comfort you. Even though I am a control freak and can not fix what is going on with you. Know this, young lady, you are loved. Never forget that and hold on to that.
It pain. Pain so bad from years of lies these doctors has pushed aside. After winning SSDI case I got access for a lot of my Real medical records and it's funny how they have me listed for a spinal injury since 2017 and in 2019 recently my MRI shows Now that I have a different kind of incomplete spinal injury and it keeps me numb. They have been literally taking the advantage of me being numb on top of the fact of them giving me lyrica and just watching me get worse case scenario while they told me I had fibromyalgia. And the pain is so badd and now I can't go to the hospital. Not right now. I'm gonna do one last video screen to be on my medical records, what I've been through, and how I can diagnose it and yet these doctors place so fucken stupid. I just only have so many good hours A-day and I gotta give those to my kids