I appreciate every single one of you and it does help getting it off the chest!💕
I slept a bit and it feels like the worst is over now, though the funeral is still to be handled. But I am not going. It is like 700km / 430 mi far away and I couldn't listen to the fam telling everyone how much they loved him. I saw different. Oh well, gotta sort myself now. I just hope that there is no drama at the funeral, gut feeling says it will lol. I wonder if the stalker shows up, she has been awfully quiet as of now.