it's great that you're hopeful for the future, so no matter what the diagnosis may be, having a better understanding of what's been going on is a huge step forward. If it is ADHD, at least you'll have a solid explanation for all those "weird behaviors," right?
And hey, if journaling is your thing, go for it, just think of all the material you'll have for your future best-selling autobiography or even more Hive posts. Please take care of yourself.
It's so hard to always wonder wtf is wrong with me lol and I feel so "different" and alone just cos none in my circle of friends experience the same. Thank you so much <3