RE: What the hell...is it me...or the others...or corona...or me after all?

I already watched a documentary about Borealopelta, the best preserved dinosaur eveeeeer found in the Millennium mine and an episode of Oak Island Treasure Hunters. Canadien night I suppose.

You are definitely welcome to write a review about that in Movie & Tv Shows, I suppose. I'd love to read about that. I think around here, engagement is one of the keys , and there will be times you get frustrated because you think the content that doesn't deserve rewards gets huge rewards. But like many social media, there are are plenty factors behind it. In centralized social media, it can be algorithm, it can be their promotion, their content, their interaction, relevancy, etc. Here, that still applies too. Even the famous internet personas take years before they become huge especially if they are independent with no backing nor advertisement. So yeah, you mentioned that you're rather new to these online thing. You'll get there eventually as you figure out how things work around here.

Thanks for your words. Appreciate it a lot!

I felt kinda bad, cause it is not that others don't deserve it, well maybe some lol, but as I said

It's a weird mix of sleep deprivation, Joy has diarrhea lately and that means getting up every hour, corona isolation, going on since a year cause we lost every job, and online frustration while figuring this thing out.

and when I have no sleep I'm a devil. Same with being hungry but that's normal I guess lol.

There was this discussion about some false accusations I followed for a while and I could sense the
tension between people and that got to me a lil bit too.

Of course it is nice to get some rewards, especially if you put thought and effort into sth but as you said, I am new. And who am I blaming others for it?

It was a moment of rant and the minute I wrote it the feeling was gone. That is the good thing about this community, that you have the chance to get something off your chest and usually one feels better afterwards.

And having people helping you to get through this was maybe worth a little rant.

The online world might not be so different from the outside world, just that it is more accumulated and you don't see peoples faces. That was always crucial to me to distinguish what is going on, esp. in my job as a PSD. Reading people is impossible online so I have to learn a new way of interpreting. Which is good in the end :).