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surreal hits the nail on the head. you do know how much it means to hear someone else say it in these vortex times.
thank you 🙏

Yes indeed I do. It's been interesting to watch the change. To see folks docile and accepting of stuff such as it is perfectly reasonable to inject themselves regularly, many multiple times a year, with toxins and think that the reality they live in is perfectly normal. Especially to see mothers of newborns allowing their babies flesh to be punctured at all, forget about the poison the doctors inject. To see folks 100% agree that what happened January 6th was a bonafide insurrection and anyone there should be in prison for decades, if not hung. To look away from skies that are covere with deliberate gridworks of chemicals raining down and not think anything at all is wrong. The list is long.

you think it will sort itself out? i gravitate to that perspective. i am not worried about the world as messed up as it is. just worried i will never find the gift to give in joy. what i came here for.

being back in my "home" country has brought up this concept mania of relentless tenacity, chasing things that are counter-life, and i am just as convinced it is the wrong way for my life as i was when i left 5 years ago.

things are surreal to me. but the vast majority of happenings here are handled almost identically to how they were handled years ago. robotcops, as someone on my journey remarked. despite all the wake up slaps humanity has endured since. it boggles the mind.

but it also weighs on me as long as i am cosmically forced to remain here. maybe in order to go through this yet again ahaha. travel has changed everything. more resonant places out there to be. it's not long now.