The situation WILL be better. That's how life works. I'm sorry you're going through it now as the darkness is ROUGH. It's cool you wrote out a plan - sometimes they take a while, but one step at a time is a good approach.
I probably need to go out and walk and breathe fresh air.
Oh yes. This is the best thing you can do - a change of perspective.
YOu're not weak AT ALL. You're just going through some stuff - honestly, we all do, even though everyone around you seems okay.
Wishful thinking is what we all do. Keep wishing - because reality starts with that. If you ever need to chat, we are here.
I read your comment 2x, in the morning and now in the evening and at both times, I couldn’t help but be teary eyed.
Life is challenging.. I thought I already mastered it but it reminded me again that I’m still far from being an expert. Not just me, right?
I’ll continue with the wishful thinking, and hoping it will be real one day.. I thought I needed to stop doing that, but since you mentioned to keep it, I guess it’s okay to do so..