in return receive...umm...err...hmmm...I don't know what really.
A fleeting moment of control usually.
Loathing is still feeling something and probably not worth the effort.

in return receive...umm...err...hmmm...I don't know what really.
A fleeting moment of control usually.
Loathing is still feeling something and probably not worth the effort.
Indeed, and maybe the fleeting nature of it is why they perpetually repeat their behaviour as they need to get their fix to bring them out of the shittyness that is their life.
Seems legit.