I'm here because @penderis shared the post. I know exactly how you feel and I'm sorry you have to go through this. I can tell you that it does make you stronger when you get to the other side. I will share my intro post with you, although I don't expect you to do what I did. You may get a few ideas though and if you ever did want to try, I followed you and you can ask me anything. I am happy to help out.
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Hey wannabescrapper! I took a look at it and found it amusing! I'd do that one day when I'm not attached to the things I used to own, haha. It's been a long time since I tinkered with things. Thank you for suggesting this!