“Almost there bro, just one more rep and we can be done for the day.” Inuke tried to motivate me for the pushup.
“I… I… I… think I am done.” I replied. While struggling to separate my face from the floor.
“No worries, you are doing good. Just one more round and be done with it.” inuke kept pushing me.
“Easy for you to say, you are just a figment of my imagination. Not bound the physical limitations. You can easily do 1000 pushups if you want.” I stated the fact.
“Ah!! You make it sound so easy. Do you know what it's like to be in your head? Your thoughts are radioactive. And no matter how hard I try to keep them away you kind of shove it down my throat.” inuke answered.
“Whatever man!! You dont get sick.” I stated another fact.
“I get sick of your whining.”
“You know what I mean. You dont get cold, fever and other nonsense. Must be awesome for you.” I ignored the sarcasm.
“I think you are forgetting that I dont have a physical body. To have any of those problems. Having no body is not awesome but immune to all kinds of sickness is a win.” inuke replied.
“Yeah.!!” I sighed and started wiping my sweat off of my forehead.
“No!!!. We are not quitting now.” inuke shouted at me.
“Who said anything about quitting?” I startled
“You!! You were thinking about it.” Inuke said.
“No, I wasn’t. And why are you reading my thoughts? You are invading my privacy.” I denied the allegation of quitting thoughts.
“No! You were thinking. Enough for today, Let's continue tomorrow. And buying Swiggy premium plans. I forbid you from doing such things.” inuke ordered.
“Forbid? Who are you Jahanpanhaa? Listen, I think I am done for the day and I am not doing any more pushups. And I might as well get the swiggy premium place order for Tandoori Murgh.”
“And while at it, why dont you pick up smoking again? Why is it so hard to understand that what we are doing is for ourselves? For better health. I may not have a body, but we share the same mind. But Lately, your mind is filled with a lot of garbage from work and personal life and to make things worse you are unwell. Remember, The body is the vessel, the mind is the captain. And not on your vessel has holes you are actively trying to poke new ones.” inuke was fuming.
“Alright let's finish it. Do you know why am I agreeing? I prefer the body aches over your kittkitt.” I replied.
“I also dont care as long as the goal is reached. And I think it's a bit too much drama for 3 pushups.”
“Whatever…” I got in the position and lowered my chest. Counted 1 so that inuke could hear it. And collapsed…
Hey Folks,
I know you can tell that I am running the final lap here with the daily writing activity. While daily writing is difficult, I am learning to appreciate things in my life. I will write about this may be in the upcoming posts. Till then take care.
One more thing before I go would like to thank IndiaUnited and BeAwesome community for their love and support. And a big hug to @bhattg and @ryivhnn san for motivating me.
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The internal battle between discipline and comfort is so relatable. I wouldn't be able to follow a exercise routine even if my life depended on it. The line "Counted 1 so that inuke could hear it. And collapsed…" was hilarious lol.
Writing daily seems like a daunting task but you are doing great! All the best ❤️
Haha, Writing Daily is very difficult. Now I know.
As for the inner struggle, its going to be there always.
Aisi jangein hum roz ladte hain bhai aur mostly isme aalas ki jeet ho jaati hai😂😂 aapki ye khudse baatein itni loud hoti hain ki proper connect feel hota hai har baat se.
Isi tarah likhte raho bhai kyunki likhte rehne se na Mann halka rehta hai. Ye mera khud ka feel Kiya hua hai. 😊
Areey bhai yehi baat ko samjha raha hun.
Waise kuch cheeze hain jo mein dil khol kar baknaa chahta hun but restriction hain yaar. Isliye try karta hun ki storys aur is tarah ke posts se bol dun. Waise sach bataun dil se likhne mein aur forced writing mein fark dikh jaata hain. Meine apni is mahine har post padhi aur pata chal jata hain energy level and mood kaisa raha tha us din. Baad mein khyaal bhi aaay ki itni khuli kitaab bhi hona zaroori hain kya?
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Dekho wo dil kholke bakna har jagah to nahi ho pata par vyaktigata anubhav se keh raha hoon beshak yahan nahi khol sakte Dil par samay samay par kahin na kahin jarur khola karo kyunki warna ye hume andar se emotionally weak bana deta hai. Aur ek baat ye ki forced writing mat karo. Main bhi kabhi kabhi likhna skip kar deta hoon jab andar se likhne ke liye excited feel nahi ho raha hota main nahi likhta. kyunki mann se na likhna aapke likhne ki practice ko hi niras aur depressing bana dega phir kuch samay baad ye karne se nafrat hone lagegi aur ek bada gap lene ka Mann karega to ye sab na isliye likho par pure mann se khush hokar tab dekhna ye practice kitni mazedaar ho jayegi. ✌🏼